take it on the other side...

I sit here, listening to the Red Hot Chili Peppers, deciding to finally write a blog.  My livejournal just wasn't working for me.  No hits, no nothing.  Maybe a few times.  And I honestly don't even know what this will bring either.  I'm just hoping that people who are out that there will want to read this and want to think about their lives and maybe see things through my eyes or possibly enlighten me to see through theirs.  I am but a mere college student, trying to go down this road on my way to greatness.  Will I ever attain it?  And is it really that important to me?  I don't want to be 'great' I just want to be out there, somewhere in the universe...and I want people to think and to question and to want to be educated and to want to look into the deeper meaning of life and everything.  But it's not so simple is it?  I have a long road to go.  I have the world to see.  I hope I see the world, what it actually is, for what it's worth.  And I want to be like a revolutionary or something.  To change things, to challenge the status quo.  I don't want to be another follower in a herd of sheep.  I'm going to lead the people to glory, to freedom, to peace.  I want to be like Che Guevara or César Chávez.  I want to change this world in what ways that I can for the better.  I just have to figure out how I am going to do that...I have a long way to go, so I'm not too worried...just hoping that one day I will find the center of what I want and need in my life...